Monday, November 30, 2009
whenever i hear a philipino's voice over the phone,
i breakdown & cry.
i thought i was strong.
but i was wrong.
the incident that happened, definitely cause a trauma in my life.
it effects my mentality.
that just shows how much im suffering inside.
im emotionally disturbed.
& i dont wish to see a psychologist nomore.
somebody please guide me through.
i dont wish to cry everytime at work.
help.Labels: missing piece
11:47 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
sblm i berangkat gy airport, my pakcik qomatkan kt uma.
den jmpe all my aunties n uncle kt airport.
ambek gmbr n petpotpetpot smuer.
abt 11.30am da nk kene masok departure hall.
itulah part yg paling feeling sekali.
when itz tym to go, my sis looked at me.
she hugged me n told me nt to cry.
but too bad, air mata da bertakong seyyy.
hehe.
smue pelok2 minta maaf smue beh nanges.
d makciks all nanges
makcik smuer pelok i pn nanges.
dlm byk2 org,
i pelok my dad dgn kuat sekali.
i tell you i mcm bdk kecik. nanges teresak-esak.
tk nk separate nan my dad.
kt counter i da pelok kuat2.
beh maser nk msk departure hall tu,(yg nk chop passport)
i maseh pelok my dad.
kt dpn entrance i maseh pelok my dad n nanges lyk nobody businez seyyy.
da teresak-esak beh tk nk lepaskn my dad lak tu.
beh all my aunties nanges biler i hug my dad kuat2.
hehe.
i nga type ni pn i nanges seyyy.
habes keyboard basah. hehe.
sape tk syg bapak oiiii.
fyi, im nt using ma current no.
my sis-in-law gonna kai.
nnty biler ader no aru, i update you guys.
for d mean tym you guys can contact me tru msn.
itupn provided klu i online ahhh.
my schedule kn da tight now.
maklumlah si ustazah kecik ni. hehe.
da la, i gotta.
smuer take care taw.
tkmo cry2.
sygggg krg.
bubye.
im gonna miss daddy d most. :'(
Labels: missing piece
9:22 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I MISS DANCING.
I MISS DANCING ALOT!
ARRRGGGHHH.
IM GOING BONKERS.
Thanks ehhh Mdm Salenah letak ma pic sebesar tidak pt year book
ahas.
SYF;2005
when people mistook me as nisa & nisa as me.
dodol chendol serabai.
Brillante. my favourite. spot me? tu saner. hujung kanan. tercampak tu.
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me & huda mereng. =PPP
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me & izza dodol.
cantik kan ni? as in the posing. okay, now tgk nxt pix.
nerd pose everyone. xDD
ini lagyyyy cantik kan?! hahahaha! rmbtkush belah non*k.
ini lak, step seductive. senior smue goyang kaki.
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chalet with the dancers bebeh.
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ni tkd kene mengene nan malay dance but all the dancers r mly dancers.
ohh, this is the clean & green competition. won GOLD bebeh.
me&izaa parttttyyy at dxo.
"twins" mly dancers.
me & nisa.
malay dance farewll party for us. aaawww =(
thanks cikgu(s)
posing time bebeh.
The pixxe below smue maser we dancers kt overseas.
it was fun ahh. ghost story telling b4 going to sleep, shopping, having my dancers
carik me while i pusing2 sorang maser shopping, crying, call d front desk mintak pizza,
maen ketok2 pintu each other, our joy & laughther & lastly, spending time together.
me&izza. at france. short trip.
=P
"ambek kau izza kene pukul nan aku"
anw izza, im sorry okay. rmbr when we otw baq to spore.?
i said something harsh towards you.
"diam ahh.aku sepak muke kau!"
i didnt mean it babe. moment of anger.
truly sorry. =/
nk tgl pt mansion tu ahh. da, dlm mimpi.
behh smuer lepak. bkn nk check out taw.
bagos yer siti fatimah. laen kali padang bawah byk2 yer.
i miss you girls.
i miss dancing.
& i miss secondary school.
=/
Labels: dancing, missing piece, passion.
2:33 AM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
finally. went gathering with the peeps.
gy sentosa. just like last year.
but sadly, some tkleh turun sal ade sakit, keje la & blablabla.
i pai harbour front kul 11am da.
coz kebetulan i was at keppel bay tower gyt anta my hp pt HTC Care.
time check.; 11.15am smuer maseh hegeh2.
padahal kene jmpe kul 11
maseh pt uma -.-"
so, i suroh my daddy anta i gy office.
nk surprise kn radh.
finally. i met her. rindu per.
bebual2 & shoooo i gy vivo nk jmpe syida & az.
so i reachd arnd 2pm. hahahaha!
pt giant jmpe syida, az, iqah & azrah.
we mkn2 & nyanyi2 sambil tgu the others.
syida nyanyi while az maen guitar.
drg cm entertain me, iqah & azrah biler kte nga mkn.
iqah kept on saying drg cm busker. haha. siak ahh.
az & syida, u guys really have talent you know.. to be a busker.
hahahaha! =D
luckily az bawak his guitar & tat "album" lyrics of his.
we all da mendak so we gy sentosa first.
&& IQAHHHH!! IM SOOOO SORRY BABY.
for you know what lah kan.
i promise i buy for you a new & exact same piece.
malang tk berbau lah kan.
hehe. xD
den syida, iqah & azrah mandi.
bile tgk drg mandi mcm tempted to touch.. tempted to touch...~
da ah emma, mepek ahh.
tklah. i actually cm tempted tu nk mandi.
so i pn mandi jgk.
den maen captain ball with the guys.
susa u noe nk keje bola dlm air.
den i menggigil alreadi sak.
den the babes pn ikot i salin baju smuer.
lastly, we hang out at vivo.
&i kelam kabot gy skola.
haha.
2mr im goin KL already.
reza, radh's bro, pn goin KL bsok.
& the best part, we stay at the same area.
0 out of 5, pape kol ehh pt KL.
auto roaming jgn lupe. club2.
kwang3.
oklah ppl. dont miss me ahhh.
*siak ahhh tk tawu malu persss*
haha.
love you people. tata!
ps:im soooo gonna miss bby boo. =(
looooooveee kau b. haha.
stay with me.no matter what.
Labels: missing piece
12:20 AM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
went jempotan just now. at bedok reservoir. blk 177
there. luckily fathul was around. phew! so chit chat with him. &
my auntie mistook him as my boify! whata. my auntie ni sleng lah. after that me &
fathul met agust for a while. chill2. yst penat per keje. keje pt taka. toyz crazy fair
at B2 there. saw my ustazah & my fren i knal at bugis. she dulu ade kedai sbelah
my ex boify(abs) nyer kedai. both of us were shouting like mad girls. ahaks.
her husband handsome per sia. ank dier kiyuuut nk mampos. it was fun ah havin
khim yam as my partner. he kept terlanggar me. i was like packing customers stuff.
then he wanted to help me ahh. coz that helicopter was kinda heavy den he terketok
my kepala with that helicopter box. alot of time pulak tu. then both of us curik2
mkn maser tgh uat cashier-ing. haha. den he sempat minum air. penat you know.
diri from 2-11. beh Q punyer la panjang.... nk rest pn tkleh. aiyaaa. bsok werk.
okla, gtg people. my maple bro is waiting. nk maen comp. hahahahahahaha!!!
da tuer2 pn nk maen comp. kwang3. mwah people! && listen to tembok derita
by apit at youtube. sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaappp!
tata :)
Labels: missing piece
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