i lie awake and wondering. why is it in such a mess, is it my fault? i thought u would understand & give me the chance to explain it but u prove me wrong. im going bonkers while reaching out for my razor. my mind has gone blank. evertym when i think everthing is goin to be alrite, something bad happens. the words u say make me fade away.
tu lah org tuer selalu ckp:"jgn ketawe2, nnti nangis."
i tried to kol radh but she didnt answ. wanted to kol syida but she went JB. & hairah thanks fo' being dere.
i really need my bbygirls.
crying.sobbing.pain.hurt.lost.
Labels: worst day eva