im totally sick right now.
i hate this feeling.
i cant really talk that much.
suare nk kt hilang.
&& i cant eat makanan sembarangan. omy!

mayb im too stress.
people accused me this & that.
they thought i want to burok kn their name
but when actually i dont. really.
they got it all wrong.
how could i possibly 'bad mouth' them when i treat
them all like my own brother?
you guys have been with me for 2 yrs+. haish.
if only they know the situation im goin' through.



& aziz, maybe im at fault too.
being too egoistic.
both of us is at fault.
duer2 nk menang.
or better still, im at fault.
put the blame on me ayts if
dat d only way dat can make u happy.

anyway,at night i went to tamp with the matreps fren of mine.

kecoh per carik prezzie utk matair drg.

after that went to diana's house.

rambut kte duer last warning ehh.

blondy2 per.

duduk ruma dier pai nk dkt kul 12 mlm per.

im coming to diana's house again 2mr.

gonna dye another colour.

wheee~

& the guy at starbuck kene loyar burok with me.

starbuck guy:maseh skola eh?(sambil buat my coffee)

me:who?me?

starbuck guy:ya.

me:ohh.tkd ah. kejer ahh.

starbuck guy:umor brape?

me:18.

starbuck guy:keje mane?

me:KEJE MANE EHH..?*kuat2* keje pt macpherson..

asal ehh?nk anta per? haha.

starbuck guy:kalau lah boleh..*senyum2*

ehhh..sott.

perangai mcm siak per aku.

sengaje jek bbual kuat2.

hairah da kekek2.

1st tym per aku bual cm gtu

sengaje nk malu kn dier.

hahaha.

o gosh. 2mr school.

dont feel like going.

too sick to study.

as in really sick. demam dok.

..........

......

marah habis setakat itu
tk ku biar berpanjangan.
biar aku berdiam diri
dgn hati yg remuk redam.
kau tk usah lagi bertanya
tak ku bersuara.

aku masih mampu tersenyum
walau hati terluka.








till here.