I HATE school and not to forget my friends(my classmates). Not that because they irritate me or what. It's just that I'm not close with them anymore. Maybe due to the combination of class, my bestriend is like avoiding me. erm, not really avoiding BUT she is like ignoring me? Guess so. Even though our lives have gone in different directions, i hope the bond we created will keep us close somehow.Well, friendship has carried me through a lot od difficult experiences, and has enriched the good ones. It is kind of friendship that outlasts disagreements, changes and separation. Sometimes i feel alone in the classroom. Like outcast. f*ck. It even put me on more pressure as im gonna sit 4 my O lvl diz year. Seriously, i feel like giving up.Not giving up on life, but on my studies. Thought of appealing to ite. But on 2nd thought I feel it is such a waste if i quit sec 5. Call me stupid or boring i don't give a damn.
And lets talk about my another life.
It was incredibly hard for me to face life without him( my ex) because I had made my life revolve around him. All of sudden I was ALONE. There was no one for me to talk to for hours on the phone, and since I had always been doing something with him and his family, I hadn't just lost him-I felt as if my second family had been taken away too.
Its' been a long road since our breakup, and I've had a lot of heartache since then. But even though I'd never be able to get over him, I've slowly begun to heal. I know I'm going to be okay without him. Yes, I still miss being with him and having someone to joke around with; someone who will just hold me when I need him to and who turns to me when he's feeling down. But I know that eventually the right guy will come along, and I'll be happier than I could have ever imagined. I will always be grateful to Agust for what he gave me-my first real kiss, my first serious relationship and a wonderful experience. Even if things didn't work out between us, I still learned so many things, like how to open myself up to someone and most important, how to move on after it is over. These are lessons and memories that i will carry with me for the rest of my life, and for that, Agust, I thank you. -In memories- 260305
♥Emma♥
9 JUNE.
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